Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Disappearing Before My Own Eyes...(-30 lbs)

Searching for my way back to "Self"

So, after 2 weeks of NOT eating....Not even ice-chips would stay down, I got upgraded to an "All liquid Diet".  My first meal included a small cup of icechips with lemonade, chamomile tea, and some cherry Jello....Wait for it...I think it is going to stay down!  Hallelujah!  

Gamma Knife and Brain Radiation Tom.  It's all kind of surreal... this time everything about treatment knocked me to the floor and I can honestly say, "I was/am scared".  I still can't believe I'm having brain radiation, but we do what we do and we just keep swimming.  I believe....I do, surreal is more than an understatement.  Thank GOD for friends and family for without you, I would be lost.  

Feel a bit lost in this BIG WORLD lately...Fighting desperately to uncover the "Jen" I know is in there.  Let's Do this!

A Family's LOVE...an Unbreakable Bond...a Forever Connection! Silly is ALWAYS a HOME RUN!