I LOVE MY BEAN...I LOVE MY FAMILY!
So yesterday I got to spend the day with my little man...ALL DAY, you know like our good 'ole days. :)
GO gO Go, GO HERE...go there with no stopping in between.
Meet a friend, Monkey Joes...lunch, do the laundry together, fold the laundry as a team! Be silly with the laundry, laundry, laundry, laundry...BUT GET IT DONE laundry. I DID IT! We did it!
COMPLETED A TASK!
snuggles, tickles, giggles
Home to play, back out for an errand...
and...
0 interruptions! (none for "mommy needs to lay down, or mommy this, mommy that"
I even tucked him in! Tired SURE, hurting, um YES but a better day than I've had in a while in that respect.
Just mommy and Z.
Simple
Beautiful
PERFECT <3
He looked at me as he asked me to climb up in his bed for:
"ONE last pretend story and snuggle and said....
MOMMY I'VE MISSED YOU!"
*tear, but a good one..."I've missed you too little one, but i said i'm always with you, always a part of you, always in my heart <3
NO MATTER WHAT~
lI've missed you and missed this...and our little family of it all working together...u, me and DADDY more than u know.
Always in my heart <3.
ALWAYS <3
When I have a bad day, which we all do, I WANT TO REMEMBER THIS DAY!
Before I went to bed and essentially fell asleep sitting up (which is why I am just writing this now...in the quiet and te still of the night/early early morning...
I went in his room and just stared at his peaceful sleeping self...again like the good 'ole days, and dreamed and prayed for decades upon decades that we will have to do this over and over and over AGAIN~
I love you WINKERBEAN! I love more than anything and so grateful for the miracle you are and for welcoming to the club of:
MOTHERHOOD!
Today, MOTHERHOOD was bLiSs...
*(As a side note: For all my friends and family that think o might have fallen off this earth...
I HAVEN'T...just really focussing on my family right now & making sure we are all being taken Care of and it feels nice. My mom has left to refuel her engine and well that is that...
BY THE END OF THE DAY, I'm exhausted! The good kind though! The kind filled with I DID IT's and I can do it's and purposeful exhaustion of life !
Love to you all and especially to my Jeffrey, my Zachie and myself...our family....we have been through a lot and it seems never ending but I never in a million years could imagine doing this and SURVIVING THIS WITH ANYONE BUT YOU...
Thank you...MY JEFFREY, my ROCK! Knowing our love is the FOREVER KIND pretty much
KICKS ASS!
'night again...WE ARE OK, just down here rocking and rolling kicking MELANOMA IN THE ASS AND OUT THE DOOR AS WELL!
No Vacancy...PERIOD!
GO gO Go, GO HERE...go there with no stopping in between.
Meet a friend, Monkey Joes...lunch, do the laundry together, fold the laundry as a team! Be silly with the laundry, laundry, laundry, laundry...BUT GET IT DONE laundry. I DID IT! We did it!
COMPLETED A TASK!
snuggles, tickles, giggles
Home to play, back out for an errand...
and...
0 interruptions! (none for "mommy needs to lay down, or mommy this, mommy that"
I even tucked him in! Tired SURE, hurting, um YES but a better day than I've had in a while in that respect.
Just mommy and Z.
Simple
Beautiful
PERFECT <3
He looked at me as he asked me to climb up in his bed for:
"ONE last pretend story and snuggle and said....
MOMMY I'VE MISSED YOU!"
*tear, but a good one..."I've missed you too little one, but i said i'm always with you, always a part of you, always in my heart <3
NO MATTER WHAT~
lI've missed you and missed this...and our little family of it all working together...u, me and DADDY more than u know.
Always in my heart <3.
ALWAYS <3
When I have a bad day, which we all do, I WANT TO REMEMBER THIS DAY!
Before I went to bed and essentially fell asleep sitting up (which is why I am just writing this now...in the quiet and te still of the night/early early morning...
I went in his room and just stared at his peaceful sleeping self...again like the good 'ole days, and dreamed and prayed for decades upon decades that we will have to do this over and over and over AGAIN~
I love you WINKERBEAN! I love more than anything and so grateful for the miracle you are and for welcoming to the club of:
MOTHERHOOD!
Today, MOTHERHOOD was bLiSs...
*(As a side note: For all my friends and family that think o might have fallen off this earth...
I HAVEN'T...just really focussing on my family right now & making sure we are all being taken Care of and it feels nice. My mom has left to refuel her engine and well that is that...
BY THE END OF THE DAY, I'm exhausted! The good kind though! The kind filled with I DID IT's and I can do it's and purposeful exhaustion of life !
Love to you all and especially to my Jeffrey, my Zachie and myself...our family....we have been through a lot and it seems never ending but I never in a million years could imagine doing this and SURVIVING THIS WITH ANYONE BUT YOU...
Thank you...MY JEFFREY, my ROCK! Knowing our love is the FOREVER KIND pretty much
KICKS ASS!
'night again...WE ARE OK, just down here rocking and rolling kicking MELANOMA IN THE ASS AND OUT THE DOOR AS WELL!
No Vacancy...PERIOD!
WONDERFUL news! Thank you for taking the time to update. Been thinking and hoping/praying for you and your family.
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